Monday, January 1, 2018

December 18, 2017
FELIZ NAVIDAD!!!!!!!

So... transfers...... IM STAYING IN USHUAIA! WOOHOO my prayers were answered. I’m staying with my companion (who was my trainer, but now Im out of training and into the real missionary life haha). Such a blessing, and Im so very  grateful that I get to be here in Ushuaia for at least 6 more weeks!

This week was amazing. We worked so hard, and saw lots of success on Tuesday. But after that, we saw very little results of our work. It made me so frustrated and so sad. All I want to do is teach and help! But so many people don’t want to change. They cant see the blessings the gospel brings to our lives. And they don’t want to see it. Ive learned I cant force anything on anyone. The only thing i can do sometimes is bear my testimony. I hope that can be enough. I want people to accept our message so badly, because I know how it can change and affect their live for the better, but they still have their agency. And I am still blessed to have a few investigators that want to change, namely Marcelo. Its been amazing to see the change in him over these last two months. His wedding and baptism is set - the 12 of January. He is so excited, and so am I. He was truly a person prepared for me and my companion. I am so grateful that we were led to him, and that he is so willing to change and accept the gospel. It has already had such a profound change and influence in his life, and I cant wait to see how he continues to change and grow after his baptism.

I get real frustrated sometimes when things prevent us from having teaching opportunities, or when the people don’t want to listen, or especially when our investigators don’t progress. But I’m learning LOTS of patience. Im putting my trust in the lord, and I’m not perfect and have my doubts, but I’m learning to trust that in His time, the people who need the gospel will come. As long as I’m obedient and working hard, they will come. 

I love the scriptures. Im so grateful for the knowledge and counsel they bring us.

Im so grateful that its christmas, and that people might be more receptive to hearing our message, which is centered on Jesus Christ. I am so grateful for my Savior, and all that He has done for me. For my family.  

I love you all, and wish you a merry christmas. I wish I could be with you all, celebrating, but I so grateful and happy that I get to be here this christmas (and the next), serving my Savior. Nothing gives me more joy right now, than being of service to him. Im so imperfect with so many qualities that I need to change, but im learning and trying. And through Him, I know that I can change and become the person he needs me to be.

Enjoy the time with your families this Christmas. They are the most important thing that we have. 

I love you all so much. MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!

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Mucho amor, 

Hermana Holt